Re: The Answer

There is one band which probably knows everything about my current situation. And there is one person who listens to this band's lyrics a lot. I would like to react on a three-part-message, for me probably, which the person left on his blog... (The reaction is evolving chronologically)

Cut Copy- Future

Gold is the sun
as she wonders where he's gone.
Far away, will they meet again one day?

Gold is the sun
as she wonders where he's gone.
Far away, will they meet again one day?

Future.

It's a time to think.
Future.
It's a time to think about the past.

Will they meet again one day?
Will they meet?

Will they meet again one day?

This is the biggest question of the problem. This is the risk of my decision - no sureness only waiting and hoping.
We are apart one day and I dont believe that we are gonna meet at the right time on the right place again in a far future. I think that there is a very fragile border between love and indifference and that there is a very short important moment to recognize the right time for return. If you dont recongnise the time you are not able to repair your relation yet. This I have realize during last day... But I wanna persist in waiting because it is not up to me, it is up to him. He is the one who knows when the right time comes and where the right place is. Maybe there is nothing like this in the future... But there is another part of his message:

Cut Copy - Saturdays

When I am looking for you,
I call your number
but I can't get through.

There is a feeling in me
and I don't know why.
Is there a feeling in you
that you can't deny?

As I said we are apart "only" one day. Who is able to be objectiv in his opinions and sort out an important things in so short time???? How can I know that we have learned something more about what we want to???? He can promiss me everything he wants to, but how can I be sure about that??!! I am thinking of him and of us all the time I spent alone, I have realized what is not correct from my side. I can do my best again and again everytime I realize that there is sth wrong with me, because I am in love with him... He needs much more time spent with me to learn if he loves me and I dont know if I should wait for a negative answer...

Clue No.3

Cut Copy - Going Nowhere

I can't think straight.
Help me now before it's too late.
Now what do I care?
'Cause we're going nowhere.
Going nowhere.
I can go there.

Help me!

Going nowhere.
I can go there.

I was disarmed after this lyrics... If I understand it properly he wants to be with me. ...We can go there...